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Ok, the physics exam is over. Just before I left for the exam, I realised that my friend who came round the other day had hidden my shoe. I completely broke down for about the 10th time that day, but this time it was so bad that I started hyperventilating really badly. I couldn’t even search for my missing shoe because my legs wouldn’t hold me up. I was just in the middle of texting my dad telling him to come home because I was having a really severe panic attack when my friend texted me telling me where he’d hidden my shoe. Even then it took a couple of minutes for my legs to be strong enough for me to get it.
So eventually I got to school, found my friends in the canteen and collapsed, and started hyperventilating again, but not as bad. The exam was really hard and I did terribly, but there’s nothing I can do, I guess. But that was so scary. Being on my own and unable to breathe or walk is not good.
Especially when you’re all on your own for 4 hours. I can’t stop sobbing and now I’m panicking and can’t breathe, and I have no one here with me, and everyone I can talk to is at school now. I don’t have my exam until this afternoon. I’ve been on and off crying and panicking for about 2 and a half hours now.
“…. did he just… oh hell no”
I love how the other cop begins to piss himself laughing.
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Something I drew :3
So tired, but I can’t sleep. Too panicky and worried and broken hearted. Having to grow up and get a job when I’m barely coping with life as it is. And with my dad’s girlfriend moving house… I’m starting to feel like my depression’s returning. Right now I wish I didn’t exist. I’ve given up trying to sleep now. :( Sometimes I feel like life’s not worth it. I sometimes wish I’d just walk under a car or something. This is one of those days. Ah well…
Yeah, I might as well give up on sleep. I know absolutely NOTHING about the physics stuff, which means I have 1 day to revise the whole book. Everyone keeps wanting to meet up with me all the time recently, so I have no time to revise, and they want to meet up tomorrow too. Crap.
I’m always looking for new ways to lucid dream. I must try this. :D
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how can you not piss yourself when doing that omg
crying omg
that poor dude how much is he getting paid for that
oh my glob, bursts of uncontrollable laughter
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trycyclic:
this photo look familiar? its of my sister and I. I posted it not long ago, and its since gotten 1000+ notes on Tumblr and counting. The caption of the photo is talking about our bond, and how strong my sister is for continuing to fight her battle of cancer everyday of the past 5 years. Since I posted the photo, my sister lost her battle. She passed away on the 20/12/11 at 8:49pm in my arms. My sister was my bestfriend, and I want to continue to honor her. Reblog to keep my sisters spirit alive for as long as possible, she deserves it.
Everyone to reblog this will be watched over by her tonight
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